tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-347286992011-07-28T17:54:18.059-07:00swymaboihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02988940395130758231noreply@blogger.comBlogger31100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34728699.post-79911845248795172742010-04-13T16:23:00.000-07:002010-04-13T16:28:05.327-07:00Fuck<br /><br />had a rough day today<br /><br />My students pissed me off and ended up breaking down in front of my School Adviser. <br />She was really supportive, but I'm sure she thought I must be pretty weak...<br /><br />At least I felt weak...god...fuck me...<br /><br />Why can't i get a hang of this teaching thing?<br />I've been doing it for a while.<br />I know it's different from what I think it's suppose to be but still, I'd think that I was at least close to half decent at this...<br />I guess not...<br /><br />fuck<br />I suck at life...can't even get through this practicum..<br />pretty sure i'm the only one that has broken down like this so far...i'm sure everyone else is stressed but not beat down like me<br /><br />I don't want to give up, but it seems like it's the easiest out of this...<br />I am not going to quit...but I need to find someway to cope...<br /><br />Let's hope for a better day tomorrow.<br /><br /><br />fuck<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/34728699-7991184524879517274?l=swymaboi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>swymaboihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02988940395130758231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34728699.post-32886976566742059752010-04-12T22:04:00.000-07:002010-04-12T22:05:37.549-07:00Having my gf is the best thing that will ever happen to me ever...<br /><br />She's the only reason I've managed to stay sane all these years...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/34728699-3288697656674205975?l=swymaboi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>swymaboihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02988940395130758231noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34728699.post-7715112590583700762010-04-11T00:14:00.000-07:002010-04-11T00:19:39.096-07:00It's tough to find someone to talk to.<br />Even if it's your best friend or your girlfriend.<br /><br />Being vulnerable sucks and when you tell people your deepest feelings, that's what you feel.<br /><br />I personally don't care what people think of (for the most part) but I hate the feeling of being helpless and weak.<br /><br />Finding someone to you can share those feelings with is tough.<br />I envy those who can express themselves freely.<br /><br />Why can't I do that?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/34728699-771511259058370076?l=swymaboi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>swymaboihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02988940395130758231noreply@blogger.com0